Work Time! July 12, 2008

Well one more photoshoot has recently passed My sister was bored and wanted to have pretty pictures of her so I whipped out my camera. I wad kinda tired. Oh well. A photoshoot is a photoshoot right? I need to learn more about taking pictures. So My plan was to do the best I can and take interesting pictures? Good plan right? Well I love my sister but man does she love to smile. A lot. There are hardly any serious pictures. There was one – kinda. And this would be it (after editing):

The first one was, in my opinion the best one. The rest of them all feature her smiling which I was trying to get more serious ones out of her. She’s a very bubbly person. It’s hard for a model not to freeze up and smile and giggle during a shoot. All of my models are my friends and/or family. That makes it a little harder to get more shots that I picture in my head. I am an amateur when it comes to photography so getting professional models would be a little crazy. So these are the rest of the pictures:

This one was a silly one I loved how she looked. Hahahaha. Everyone needs to laugh at each other.

Comments always welcome

I’ve just fallen in love… June 26, 2008

with a desktop! Omg I love HP!!! This blog has so much about computers now /swt. Oh well!!! Link. So incredibly in love! You can TOUCH IT! Man do I love to touch stuff. I really wanted that tablet too. Hahahah apparently I love to touch things. Dirty boys, stop thinking like that . Omg. Do you SEE THAT? Just incase you don’t, here’s a picture.

Isn’t is ADORABLE? I sure think that it is . Omg omg omg omg omg. If I ever get a desktop. Hahahha HP Touch screen HERE I COMMMMMEEE! *rawr*
*goes and attacks it*
Right…..SO!

Photography adventures. Do I have any adventures? Nope. Not yet. I hope to be taking pictures soon. I might be driven to take pictures of my own house soon. That’s how bored and uninspired I am. Hahahah. The house? Jeeze what could be more boring? Maybe I’ll go around PC and take pictures. Is there interesting down-in-around here? Well I guess we’ll soon find out. Right. I have no models anymore. They’ve all left me. T-T. Everyone’s away on vacation. Soon maybe…I’ll find someone. Maybe? MODEL CALL!!! Hahahaha. Jokes. I’ll find someone. Yes, yes

New Computerrr! June 23, 2008

Ok so some new ideas for the photoshoot front. Now if I were only not so lazy….crap. Hahahaha I’ve been wanting to do some of Zemotion’s photo contests but I’ve just been so lazy. The obsession idea took me too long to figure out exactly what to take of. I finally came up with an idea but now it’s gonna take too long before the contest is over. Ughhh! Well I think I’m still going to do the photoshoot anyways. I’ve come up with a pretty good idea. I’ll post more about the actual photoshoot after I’m done it.
Ok! Onto the computer I have a new HP. The HP Paviliion dv6000. Whoo! It was worth it but now I’m broke. Hahahaha. Ok so this is an incredibly short blog post. Oh well More laterrrr once I get my lazy butt photoshooting
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So! I was bored once again… June 3, 2008

…and you all get to hear about it. Excited? I didn’t think so. Well maybe not just yet but wait until you see the ridiculous pictures I took of myself. I wanted to take pictures of my hair flipping. I did my make-up and put on crazy coloured lipstick and took pictures. So want to see them? I’m sure you do. So here are two of the manyyyy.
 
Those ones are just some fun ones I took. I don’t know much I like them really. They were just fun pictures. I was standing on my sister’s bed lol. I liked the sun setting although I was fully on the wrong side of the room. Dork I know. So I did my make up and put on crazy coloured lipstick and start to snap the pictures while flipping my hair. Purdy aren’t they? I love the colours that they have. I love how they just pop. I also love how in the second one the hair is in the foreground. I also love how…wishy-washy I look. Hahahaha I do really need to step up my work though.

NEW PHOTOSHOOT IDEA! To capture a Tennis sports shot. At night time, when the lights are on. It just looks so beautiful. I want to see how well I can then capture those images. I wonder if it’ll work. I would haveta rent out the tennis courts that night and then get my camera, a tripod (which I really WILL haveta use), and models. Hmmmmm. I wonder if I can take a sports shot. Something about me and motion. I love capturing motion. Jumping, hair flipping, action shots. I wonder when I will grow out of this phase. Maybe it’s one of my things? I guess after a few photoshoots I will just haveta see what happens. Wish me luck!

Well here is one picture with no motion.

I was at the ROM (Royal Ontario Museum) at night time. I just happened to be outside on the free night (Doors Open Toronto) and I saw the lines leading up to the sky. It really intrigued me. And also me and colour. Something about colour and motion. The brighter the colours and the more contrast the more I love it. The sky is just so beautiful…

Pow, pow, pow May 30, 2008

So now I’m a boxer! Whoo! I am training to be a UFC hahahaha jks jks. Not really. I might haveta go to a Thursday class and my sister to the Tuesday class or maybe wait until next week. I really wanna stay ontop of this though. It’s so much fun =D Rawr! I want to learn how to really beat the crap outa someone =D. Yes, yes. That is the plan. Soooooo! I need gloves. I already bought my wraps for my hands. Now I need the gloves which will be an extra $30. The wraps were like $10 so they weren’t too bad. I still have some problems with me and my a) lazy-ness and b) my ex-martial arts style. I keep leaning back a lot. I want to lean back and kick. I also have a problem with back-fists. Hahahaha. Well…this will be interesting.

I also had my first shift today at the LCBO. Omg. I am starting to love it there. I feel a little like a dork sometimes and I’m still very shy, but everyone is just so nice . I need to learn how to talk to customers a bit more I think. I really want a good recommendation. I want to work at the LCBO again in Waterloo. So far I just stacked all of the booze onto the shelfs. It’s pretty simple. I’m trying to remember not to lift with my back and to lift with my legs. Soon hopefully I get my employee number and I can work the cash . Oh boy lol I’ll haveta deal with some swearing customers . Well at least everyone who works at the LCBO is so extremely nice so far. =D I honestly think that I won’t end up hating any of them or be annoyed by anyone. I’m excited to be going back for more shifts. I like this whole being on call thing. Hahahaa. I hope that I get enough shifts to survive this summer. I really want to be able to pay for the boxing and for the computer and to put some away to save. Will I be able to save up enough =/. I’m a little scared. I won’t need as much as I did last year because I plan on getting a job but still. I want to save. I really need a new computer though. This one is starting to break down. That sucks major balls. Anyways! Only time will tell right?

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Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock May 25, 2008

So I’m done training and now I’m fully ready to spend money. One small problem. I don’t actually have the money yet and I need to save. Hmmm. Yes, it sounds like a problem. I need to get my hair done, I want to sign up for boxing lessons, I need clothes to wear, I need the computer, I want to save for a house. I need the money. I hope that on Monday when I call in I will get a shift or…a few. I wonder if that Shawn guy called in already . At least I think that’s his name. Well I hope that I get a lot of shifts. AHHHHHHH! LoL. Me and the LCBO. This should be interesting. Well I went out and bought a blue button-up shirt. Apparently I’m not supposed to wear a white shirt. Oh boy. And I bought a white one already!

I am so excited for Sex and the City to come out. Omg! Friday =DD Omg. I cannot wait. Rawr. Sex and the City is like my life <3. Plussss I watched Indiana Jones last night. Omg SUCH a good movie. I love those movies. =DDD. It was a little out there though. But day-ummm even older, with that fedora on he is so freaking cool. Hahahaha. Well anyways time to work out soon. Yes, yes. Must drag lazy bum to gym. I can do this. Yes, yes….yes? YES! Yes. Right. Good. Yes. Right. OK! So I’ll write more later =D

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Who has a Job? May 21, 2008

I DOOO!!!!!! Whoo! I am now employed by the LCBO =D. Whoo! My first..uhh…shift? Well training session is this Saturday. I have to do some smart serve thing. I have free lunch andddd I make $80 =D. Yay! I finally have some cash flow =D. I’m excited. It’s making me happy. Just knowing that I can spend my last $30 more…comfortably. Hahahaha, not that, that can get much anyways.

Well the ROM is free on Friday from 4:30 until 9:30. Whoo! Free ROM time =D. I’m going to bring my Nikon D40. =DDDD Whoo! I’m gonna see if I can take any pretty pictures. Man I hope that it doesn’t rain on Friday. I think I might be taking the 4:30 train. Mayyyybe. Right so the beautiful ROM with the cool things. I can’t wait to see my friends =D. I’m so excited. Free ROM. Right ok that’s enough for now b/c I’m lazy

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The Meaning of a Hug May 13, 2008

I turn to you,
your arms wrap around me and suddenly all of my problems melt away.
You torture me and yet you don’t even know.
When I am with you, I am on drugs.
I fly in the sky with the kites.
I cannot think of anything else.

Your arms around me,
my face finds that spot that seems to be made just for me.
Right by your neck, where it is so warm and it is all mine.
The smell that comes off your neck when I breathe in deeply makes my eyes roll to the back of my head.
All of my senses heighten.
I try to take you all in,
with that one simple hug.

That one hug melts away all the sadness that goes through me,
from the separation that as long ensued to toy with my emotions.
Those countless nights where many tears are born on my cheek.
They free fall down towards the ground, ending their life like I cannot.
The salty wetness that symbolizes so much,
the silence of every night.

One simple hug melts away all memories of these events,
one phone call,
one heart felt conversation.

Why have these seemed to be so far and few of recent?
Why have there been more tears falling to their death than needed be?
Why is there so much space?

Am I simply going out of my mind?
Has time really passed?
Why is it that time seems to slow down now that I am closer to the one who makes my everything feel better?

He truly is my drug,
and I am a junkie.
I crave attention and I have been cut off.
What am I to do?

Lost in a world where everything seems so cold,
where everything seems to be going against the stream,
all I’m craving is that hug,
is that phone call,
is that heart felt conversation.

I am a junkie who needs to be satisfied.
I need the harsh realities of the world to be left un-thought of.
I am in need of that warm hug that will make the sun shine brighter,
make the day seem warmer,
make the nights seem shorter.

Why do I feel this way?
In this cold world,
all I need is a hug.

-Denise Bellissimo

Who was to know? May 13, 2008

Once so close,
connected by passion and love.
It only grew stronger as time went on which shows,
the kind of
love that grows.

Blinded by these feelings
soon these dealings,
started to turn sour.
They grew apart
as time passed.
The dealings of the heart
were not meant to last.
Who was to know?

Hitting that Pavement! May 12, 2008

So! A few new improvements in..some areas of this summer? SO! Right, right. I still have no job to speak of although I do have some job improvements. I think…I had a “pre-screening” at payless shoes today. I filled out a survey. I’ll call them back on uhhh…Wednesday sounds good. Yes yes. I applied to MCDC today. I never thought that I would be going back to Mentor College again. Oh well! I would love a job. A job anywhere would really become beneficial. I’m guessing that the LCBO just doesn’t want me or else I would have heard from them already. That job was $10/hr. T-T. Right. No crying. I will find a job. Yes, yes now that is the attitude. It’s almost June so I guess I could start calling chapters and the Clarkson Pump soon. Well depending on this whole job hunt will depend on if I get my NEWWWWW computer of my dreams.

SO! The new computer of my dreams =D It’s an HP. It’s beautiful. Andddd it’s a tablet! Who needs more?

isn’t it just BEAUTIFUL? I would love to not spend so much but still get a computer that will last me until the end of university. I need the biggest battery I can get for it. I hate! when my battery runs out after only like 10 minutes. It’s honestly horrible. I love that it is a tablet. I really want one, I can’t even lie. It’s about a G before taxes, maybe $1 200. That can’t be too bad. Now if I could only get my taxes back =________________=. My dad doesn’t want to file them! It’s driving me crazy. We’re gonna be a month late soon. UGHHHH! I don’t think I’ll be getting a lot back after all of these late fines. Rawr. I’ll get on his bum to get those filed. It’s easy to readjust them after they’ve been filed but we’ve gotta do that first!Then maybe tomorrow I’ll post everyting that I want to sell on Kijiji . Hopefully I can actually sell stuff. Right, right. Ok, so look on Kijiji for my stuff. Maybe I’ll sell some purses too. Shoes, clothes, maybe an old computer. Yes, yes. I will make money this summer…some how. Right. MCDC please hire me T-T. Ok, right.